Long time, No post eh?

     Man, it's been a while since I posted. Just didn't have much to put down I guess. Well, now I have something on my mind. I wonder why I feel like I'm missing part of my psych or understanding might be a better term. As I look around at other young adults and
see for the most part happy individuals with easy part time jobs and cars, I feel like I'm not where I should be in terms of being content at my age. I'm currently looking for work, which will then give me the ability to save money to buy things which will make me content and push me to get more money. It's a good cycle and driving feeling, except I lack this drive that seems to hold so many of my peers. Why does it seem everyone has what I want? Not what I need but what I want, because I have more then enough of what I need. Clothes, shelter, good intact parents, and family. However I want a job, I want a nice relationship with a beautiful young lady, I want to be able to afford a PS3, but is it because I feel that I lack this driving force or do I just not have good fortune to get a job that I apply for?

     All I know is that I'll never be able to date the sweetest lass I know or get a few nice toys until I get a job. Perhaps in the future when I'm comfortably employed I'll look back on this post and laugh at myself for being such a downer.