Future Success' Depends on Decisions Made NOW.

     Soon, very soon, I'll be going to see my local ARMY Recruiter to sign my life away as a Ranger. I'm looking forward to this very much. To say this is the biggest decision in my life would be an understatement. To say it is the hardest decision I will ever make, well.... I don' t believe so. In fact, I think this will probably be the easiest decision I have ever made. I'm not joking in the slightest. I have always been fascinated with weapons and battlefields. To say I always had dreams about kicking ass and taking names in a SOCOM unit isn't very far from reality. As I'm typing this I look back over my life as a youngling and I do not see many accomplishments that others would see as great or amazing. I disagree of course, however I have no disillusions that victories and achievements in virtual reality are worth no more then the silicon they are running on. Perhaps I desire to become an elite soldier so badly because I need to prove something to myself. Prove, that I too, can do things that affect our world in some way that matters. I wish to save some lives, kill evil, and well... save some more lives and kill more evil. That may seem very blunt to anyone who reads this, but it is the ideal code which I want to live by: Save good; Destroy Evil. Essentially I want to be a modern Crusader, a Templar in ACU if you will. lol